You, Me and the in between

  The following was when I spoke to myself and replied to myself in the way my character would. Don't be alarmed. I am alright 😂😂😂 A CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND SABRINA Basically a therapy session between me and my alter-ego S: Sabastien (AKA: Me) B: Sabrina (B meaning bitch ) Dialogue B: So tell me what’s wrong pumpkin, why you gotta be so down lately? S: I don’t quite know to be quite honest. It just seems as if everything’s going wrong. B: HOW is everything going wrong? S: I’ve been stressing. B: Please give me the full story, because I am NOT about to ask you questions to try and drag it all out of you. S: Well give me your headline question. B: Babes, What the fuck is wrong with you!? S: I HATE MYSELF! It’s as if I’m doing everything wrong because I try to be this good son to my mother who cares so much and I DO! But I’m almost in grade 10 heading towards an NSC that doesn’t benefit me for the future I want, I’m stressing because the present I’m in h...

SO... I wrote this story after a friend of mine was falsely diagnosed with COPD (Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease). A group of infections in the lungs that make it harder and harder to breathe until you just stop. SO, one day I went to the bathroom at school and was taking a piss but my piss looked a little bit like it had blood in it, it burnt and I  felt sick afterwards. I then sat down to write thinking about sickness and my friend at the time and compiled a story that made many people cry. Yes, I am very proud of that. This friend of mine and I had somewhat unintentionally ended our friendship with each other over a reason you might get to see later in this journal. I missed him, and thought about him, and then wrote about him.  Don't  worry! Him and I reunited as friends (and maybe more) only to have him ended all a month and a half later. It has been a week since him and I last spoke and here I bring to you a story about him (now being apart of my past)....